I wonder what happen this abadon website..

I just wanna to write something that I do not want to be read by people.

I was once lost someone I love so much..
Then I started to search for someone to love me for who I am..
And I found Jesus..
As a human, I need a social love too..
I have friends who I love. Somehow, these people disappoint me so much and make me wonder are they my friends? Who am I in their eyes?

I love to be alone
But I hate being lonely
A joy melody tune that tremble my ear drum
doesn't change my trouble heart
I am here crying
for a reason that I am still wondering
My Juice brain is drying
my heart is dying
my life void
at the moment of my unhappiness

It will be fine tomorrow.