I am so tired to always think of others before me
I have given up so many things
Am I stupid or
I just do no stand for my say

Though I knew I did wrong
But let be it so I can learn by myself
I have always stuck with choices that I didnt want

The only reason I love to travel
is where I can stop remembering who I am

I love blank notebook
cause I hope I could start up new life
and write about my exciting life

but what am i now?