when i invest in my lisptic and mascara
they makes me feel good, without even wearing them
when i invest in saloon and massage theraphy
it makes me feel i am worth the treat
when i let myself pampered with spa
i love me, me love i
when i take care of my little nails
it makes me feel like a queen

when i read my fairy tales book
i entered into a new painless world
when i look into a painting
i am shallow into the image itself

but when i am thinking of someone
it hurts me so much

little happiness is expensive
huge happiness is expensive
little happiness is riskfree
huge happiness is risky
little happiness is short term effect
huge happiness is long term effect to infinity
little happiness is sprinkle itself
huge happiness is spreading like virus

since i am young, i always waiting for the huge happiness
and still waiting.. and waiting..
i am 1/4 of my life
it occured at short period and dies off
i am waiting for another spring
i am still waiting

i carry my wrecked heart around
looking for someone who would have mercy
and maybe they would spare me some
to fill me

all i have has been squeeze out dry
everyone is busy finding the little dew
left by the moon last night
would you spare me some

my steps has been slow down after thousand miles
you have empty seats on your car
fill with dust
would you spare me that space

was i lack on what i have
or i want more than i should